“DIAMONDS IN MY CROWN”

PLEASE DON’T COMMENT EVEN IF YOU ARE FEELING (TO DIE TO) COMMENT, NOW ON 25 / 10 /2016 ……I AM GOING TO REMEMBER THE NAMES OF PEOPLE ON SOCIAL MEDIA… WHO CALLED AND STAMPED ME LIKE I AM REALLY A COWERD AND CHAKKA (EUNUCH)……( THEY DON’T KNOW THAT I HAD TO SAY SORRY TO SOMEONE FOR MY FORGIVENESS (AFTER 25 YEARS),   NOW I AM GOING TO REMEMBER YOUR NAME AND YOU JUST REMEMBER MY THIS PHOTO  ……They (MY CLASSMATES BOTH FEMALE AND MALE)..Called me (on record)

ON SOCIAL MEDIA..LIKE…yavishthaart.com  (my website)….Facebook, whats App and websites where my thoughts and paintings are displayed

·        ALCOHOLIC

·        ADDICT

·        WOMENISER

·        CYNIC

·        PSYCHOTIC

·        NUDIST

·        ILL-MANNERED

·        NARCISSISTIC

·        VOYEURISTIC

·        SADIST

·        FETISH

·        PERVERT

·        PERVERT & NUDE PAINTINGS

·        YOU MAKE ME UNCOMFORTABLE

·        BECAUSE OF YOU I COULD NOT MARRY S######

·        BECAUSE YOU DID NOT MARRY ME SO MY LIFE IS…###

·        BECAUSE OF YOU THIS HAPPENED..

·        ABNORMAL

·        UNHEALTHY

·        DEPRAVED

·        DISTORTED

·        IMMORAL

·        EVIL

·        WICKED

·        HEARTLESS

·        MERCILESS

·        PITILESS

·        DRINKER

·        PISS ARTIST

·        GIGOLO

·        HEART-BROKER

·        CHUTIA

·        PIMP

·        M.C, B.C (MOTHER FUCKER, SISTER FUCKER)

·        Kabhi mil to batauu

·        LECHER

       YOUR OLD FLAME, YOUR EX,YOUR LOVE,

·        THESE ARE JUST FEW WORDS NOT THE STORIES AND WHAT NOT ON PHONE….HOLY SHIT…….

·        AND I KEPT MY SILENCE SINCE 1991……….AND WHEN IN YOUR GROUP ROCK AGAIN 85 WHEN THEY STAMPED ME “BOB”…THINKING AND CALLING ME COWERD ( THE EXACT WORD WAS “CHHAKKA” & “CHHUTIYA”) AND ON PHONE BLAMING ME WITH ISSUES RELATED WITH BLOSSOM AND NEERAJ AND THEMSELVES,……..I JUST BROKE …BROKE AFTER 25 YEARS…..25 YEARS WITH ALL THIS HOROUNDES SLUTTY BLAMES AND FILTHY , ROTTEN SHIT …………..AND THESE TITLES AND DREAMY STORIES ABOUT ME………


·        I ASK YOU AND YOU AND YOU ALL …..HAVE YOU EVER OR ANYBODY WHOM SO EVER YOU KNOW (SAW OR) SEEN ME TALKING OR EVEN SAYING HELLO TO ANY… ANY GIRL OR ANY MALE ( except ,siddarth,alani and tarachand in medical college, ..Whom I thought are my friends )IN OUR CLASS OR ANYWHERE…… 

ii        I NOW CONSIDER THESE TITLES YOU ALL HAVE GIVEN ME AS “DIAMONDS IN MY CROWN” AND NOW I AM SHARPENING MY DIAMOND KNIFE WITH THESE DIAMONDS FOR YOU ALL………..JUST WAIT FOR ME……..

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“DREAM” AND “REALITY”

WOW ONE MORE POEM ……..FOR/ON/WITH…. MY PAINTING “DREAM”…….NOW UNDERSTAND THE REAL MEANING OF SURREALISM……..THE TITLE OF MY PAINTING IS “DREAM” … AND THE TITLE OF THE POEM IS .. “REALITY”….BY Mr.JOHN CHAMBERS…..

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“DREAM” ( OIL ON CANVAS) 48 X 36 inches

“REALITY”

The five senses are misleading and deceiving
Used to decipher between reality and dreaming
Bound to this earthly plane by gravity
The mind’s perception is the only reality

In the moment, a dream is real
Until the waking state is revealed
But that didn’t stop the emotions
That didn’t stop the roller coaster
That didn’t stop the fears from turning to tears
Or the smiles from stretching miles
In the moment.

In the waking state, consciousness is regained
Reality is its name
Or the name we give it…
It seems to paint a more realistic depiction
Until death is revealed…
In the moment physical life was real
Now it’s a memory…
Just like the dream

We all know we will die
That doesn’t stop the emotions
That doesn’t stop the roller coaster
That doesn’t stop the fears from turning to tears
Or the smiles from stretching miles

In the moment.

-Jon Chambers

I had to say sorry for my forgiveness…!!!

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new eyesMy earlier paintings you had hesitated or refused to see because of ignorance born out of your paranoiac  immaturity and had advised my father to remove them without seeing them…and 25 years later you are mentally still incapable and insensitive to stand before my work of art.. My painting… To appreciate and judge them. My creations involve surrealism, metaphysics, symbolism, metaphor, time distortion and fantasies and many honorable artists swore that my canvasses are “read like a book and heard like an epic.” Do you know the meaning or understand these words. As a human being who has my kind of hyper active, sensitive and a working mind like mine? I am all ears for the unusual extra ordinary reviews and comments… but my heart feels pity on those who simply come up to me and say that I am happy to see your paintings.. How hollow, insensitive and out…

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“EYES”

Have you stooped to someone else’s level before?
IF YES” THAN TELL ME HOW TO TRAIN (verb) MY EYES AND TONGUE TO EXPRESS FAKE EMOTIONS AND TRUTH….TO PLEASE OTHERS…..yavi”33333333

“FROZEN TEARS”

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Aren’t we all waiting to be read by someone..
I sometimes think that SOME people’s hearts are like HELL….
(quick rough sketch,…just to catch the outline of emotion…)
Your story is still waiting to be written.

“surreal thoughts are deprived of illusions by mind,”…

Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it for themselves.We start making mistakes from the day we are given an eraser ….IF you wake up in midnight to make a sketch ,,,don’t change outlines,colors,shades,and cached emotions in morning …(.A quick imaginary sketch for distortion in next painting…)

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